sleepymaggie | emo last night; positive this morning (Reply)

I think I have three major problems that I need to fix in order to improve my life:

* I need to find a job. A good and well paying job. Something that will not drive me crazy, and yet still pay our bills. The hard part is that I don't really know how to look for a real job. I've mostly worked retail and temp stuff. Need to think on this.

* I need to evaluate where I'm going in my pagan life. I have goals for where I want to be, and right now I feel stuck. Like I'm not moving forward. So I need to figure that out.

* I need to figure out my medicine/medical situation. The meds I'm on right now don't seem to be working and I dislike my current brain doc. Plus I'm still otherwise sick pretty often. This makes holding down a real job difficult. Luckily my temp position doesn't really care about whether or not I come to work.

There are difficulties and positives to each of these issues.

I also think there are some "silly" things I could do to improve my mood:

* Hair cut and more hair dye. Although my natural color is pretty dark, I can now definitely see roots.

* My blue arm tattoos. I think these will improve my mood a lot. I'm trying to decide if I should do one arm at a time or both at the same time.

* Cleaning my house. Living in less than insane conditions would be nice. I just need to get off my ass.